life is good. couldn't have asked for a better one. even when things don't go the way i want them to they don't go completly haywire. love you guys hope you have a very merry christmas!! and remeber christmas is about bringing hope to someone else. loke lillian did! haha merry christmas! =]
we are having a bible study tonight at a friend of mine's house there is just a few of us right now and we are going to see if tonight goes well we will start inviting others. My familia is making fun of me because a friend of ours is pregnante and mommy told me not to tell any of our other relatives but me and a cousin of mine have a really good secret keeping relationship and so i told him and he made a face and my aunt guessed it and so they have decided that i can not keep a secret. Mother has brought up a good point that right now while Obama must spend all this time with Bush then he might be able to witness to him. I firmly believe that right now we need to focus prayers on Obama and the future of America. We need to focus our witnessing and our teaching of what is right on the youth. Teaching to children is very good and needs to happen but the youth are the very next step and the children got a minute before they really make an impact. Honestly no one listens to the youth but in a few years the youth will be adults and if we don't tell them it will be alot harder when they are adults and have even more worries. The children should be taught but more youth can drive themselves to church if their parents don't go if when you are a child your parents go to church you more than likely do too, if they don't then you don't so if we rely on the children to remember what they were taught when they were young then those kids who didn't go to church when they were young won't have anything to rely on. Now don't get me wrong we need to things like AWANA but the youth in my opinon should not necesarily come first but should be a main focus point and as of now i don't feel like they are. Not just because i am a youth. However since i am a youth i know the way we percieve things and how much we are really learning. does that make sence?? oh well that is my rant. im off to bay's love you guys!! kisses!!
i love christmas. my girl got me a giant bag of sour patch kids!! lovin it!! =] and a shirt which you cant see very well but is almost equally awesome!! haha
every year i stay up late and look at our christmas tree and contemplate things. it is great i gotta say. this year i haven't stayed up yet but i still look at it all the time and it seems like every time i do i get sad and i just recently figured out why. i've come to the conclusion that it is because my big gurl is gradiating and maybe going off to college and next christmas will be incredibly different. it will be my last youth christmas musical, my senior year, my last year buying presents for all my highschool friends except for kaykay ofcourse cuz were going to california and getting an apartment together and were gonna cover the walls with movie posters and use lawn chairs for furniture and borrow butter from our neighbors!! haha(love you) This year is the first year in a long time that me and my fam are just the five of us for christmas. its odd. not in a bad way. things are changing i'm growing up and soon im gonna get attacked with college and i know that God will work things out and will put me where he wants me. right now i cant decide if i want to take a year off and go everywhere or go one place. or go at all well yeah ima go somewhere. welp love you guys!
we didn't place. which means we didn't win and weren't good enough. and i was told by someone in our darling group that we didn't place because some people just had natural talent so they won. which means that i have none. which makes me sad. but yeah it was pretty a worthless trip. but it was supa fun. till the end then it perked back up cuz i slept the whole way home. my boys took good care of me and didn't let anything happen to me while i slept. i'll have a fun pic soon! we grew mustaches. we think pizza hut put steroids in our pizza cuz we walked in without stashes and walked out with them!! :O it was a blast! welp see you all tonight. gotsa go dress rehearsal. don't know why its not like i have natural talent. puh anyway. love you guys!!
this is my one hundredth post!!! thinking about having a partay!! haha just kidding. i kind of want this post to say something meaningful and from the heart. so um.
"shake and shake the ketchup bottle. none will come and then a lottle."
-kateandleapold.
"friday is pizza day the best day of the week!"
-aquabats and cody. :)
man i must be hungry.
"those who mind dont matter and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr. Suess
say that five times fast.
anyway. i guess we all have different versions of the word meaningfull! haha love you guys
oh bytheway: STATE IS TOMORROW!!!!! :)
STATE + ME = TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahahahaha!!
IM SO EXCITED AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT IMA BOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT!!!!!
STATE!! TOMORROW!!!
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night you guys sleep tight! =]
half of my besties officially have other halves now. =[
and im all by myself still.
oh well that is what college if for right??
and i can't go to prom anyway
so its not like ima need a date for that.
nun outfits are kinda cute.
i guess my standards are too high.
you know like being single.
ah well.
night again.
i must go drown my sorrows with sleep.
jk im not too emo.
=] haha!
i bet you wouldn't even know by looking at me
cept if you look real close
or im having a "moment".
STATE is THIS weedend!!
I am SUPA excited!!
its gonna be a BLAST!!
maybe i will find a cutie there.
who knows.
right now i think im focusing on making sure im really over ol boy.
jcuz is on leave!
might see him.
prayers.
i love him to death but bless his heart he is trouble!
keekeekee
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night!! for the last time.
