no matter how hard they try they cant take away our memories or change what we know in our hearts is right. We know what happened and honestly they never will understand if they don't listen or ask. I love you BayBay!!
i was reading this book for school which, i am still reading and will be for quite some time, and it devoted a whole paragraph to the time in life when a child realizes that adults are not always right and often are just as confused as you are and it used an analogy about the god in your head crashing but i don't like or believe in that one so i have decided that it is like when your little balloon that you got for your birthday suddenly runs out of helium and doesn't float any more and you still play with it, then that sad day comes when you realize that you can't play with it anymore or your mother takes it from you and throws it away. That happened to me recently not exactly like that but you get my drift. you see this person i have been through quite a bit with and always thought of as a firm believer and a stand up for what is right kind of person. didn't stand up for their believes and another few actually tore down someone else' belief whom they know in the long run is right or i do at least. they had no biblical backing and they didn't want to hear the truth or really try the best ways to resolve the issue. they simply went with their assumptions and ran. now don't get me wrong I'm sure they firmly believe that they are right. at least they appear to. the first person in the story did nothing of the sorts and is really just following orders which i can not condemn. and truly i can not condemn the others either. their behavior is going to drive me insane but there is nothing i personally can do because they wouldn't listen to me if i tried. so i say all that to say this.
if you could please please please pray for summer 2009 thats all you need to pray for ill explain more in time but please. dont worry it isn't bad at all! in fact it is quite wonderous!! love you all and thanks for reading if you do. sorry ive been slightly emo lately dont know what got into me! but im better! well shower. love you guys again!
drama competition today at lee highschool! performing at one! prayers please! love you guys!
i love this girl! shes is amazing! she fixed my boy issue with ease and now i must go fix her's! i love you all! peace and love!
i dont know what to do about boys except leave it to God. we talk about it alot lately. prayers please?? i dont know what i want or what He wants for me. i dont think im a usually cookie. we'll see how this pans out cuz i have no clue how it will end. if the whole worlds a stage and my life is a movie i must not have as big a role as i thought since i never got a script, and im not very good with improve. but i have the greatest director no amount of money can buy. love you guys thanks for reading my thoughts and metaphors!
