you know them kids who are the biggest jerks and the biggest players and those guys you just can't seem to get over even though you know that your life would be eternally better if you did?? well i got one of them. and i really think that i am officially over him. i know i have said it many a times but honestly i think its true. and you know im okay with that because he is a girl pleaser he says things you wanna hear the way you wanna hear them and even now i doubt that he didnt mean every word he said. but in my heart i know that he isn't right for me. me and Jesus have been working on getting over him well mainly me but now that Jesus is involved im not surprised to be over him. and you know what im not gonna let this get me down because you know now that im okay with getting married im starting to realize that may never happen. so for now i'll stop being a girl and get over ol boy! then maybe i can focus on more important things like cuter boys! haha =] anyway i wish him and his girl well. (i know right he has a girl and everything.) i was just played i have been played before that and will probly be played again but not by the same boy. =] love you guys!! oh and please dont go throwing that word around loving someone and being in love with them are two different things. =] night!!
Struggling
13 years ago
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