ol boy

today was not the best day in my high school career and im okay with that i wasent as bummed out as i thought i was i actually was oober nice even though i was incredibly not happy. i thought it was cool that i wasent even thinking about being nice or what to do it just kina happened and i realized later that was all God and another thing is if you read BB's blog then you know about her knew post which made me think about how people dont really listen to each other because their emotions and pride over power them. also i was talking to a bff of mine and she was telling me that a couple freshman have started to like the boy in her story and despite her warnings still do and it made me realize that not being able to have something is what draws many people to that very thing. i think that is why alot of people dont have an intrest in Christ is because they can have it and it isnt a challenge i myself am big on challenges most things if you tell me i am not capable of doing something i have to prove you wrong. on most things not if you said for example bet you cant run six miles i would just agree with you. but i think that if people really saw God's love then that would over power the easy factor and just make it that much cooler. so lets show God's love shall we?? love you all! night.


NIKKI